Just when you are finally feeling hopeful again, after years of losing almost all hope; my body decides to throw me a curveball, or two...
Like I've said a lot in the past 6 years, 'All these one step forward & two steps back, just means that I am cha-cha-ing my way through this." I cannot give up on hope. I cannot give up on God's plan for my life. And while my body betrays me more & more, I thank God for giving me such an amazing support network.
While waiting to see what is the reason for these odd test results, and waiting to see which procedure and treatment plan are going to be given - I just have to sit & wait, very impatiently. Methinks that God has overestimated my inner strength & inner warrior somewhat. But, I still thank Him every day for all the #SilverLinings in this crazy #LupieSpoonieLife of mine.
I pray you start looking for your Silver Linings, so that you can get through whatever obstacle you are now facing. Focus on your inner warrior. Let out a war cry if you need to!! Just please don't give up and let your illnesses win. Yes, your illnesses may be holding you hostage; but there is so much to look forward to if you just hang in there, concentrate on every silver lining, no matter how small. Focus only on the positives, and you will find yourself so much more in tune with your body. Perhaps one day we'll escape our hostage situation. Until then, I'm here for you. Click on my Facebook page and friend request me, with a message saying you found me here. I can add you to the Support Group (closed/secret on fb) where you will find help, guidance, advice, and encouragement.
Wishing you a Fantastic Friday, and praying you are as well as possible
Love, hugs, prayers & spoons (lhps) to you all!!
Ahhh, life with Chronic Illness & Pain... I thank God every day for the great network of family and friends who support me through this. Lupus may try to bend me; but it will never break me! Fighting my way through AutoImmune hell w/ MCTD, Psoriatic Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Anxiety, Depression, and that rapidly evolving 'Lupus-like' Bully that is trying to ruin my life. Follow me if you dare down the weird and twisted journey of living with chronic pain...
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